2005-12-31

新年了。。

2005年还剩下一个多小时了,一年里发生了很多,可以说是大学思念里最最难忘的一年了。

年头上整个寒假几乎都待在寝室里奋图形学的课程设计,那段日子很累,很充实,也很温暖。4,5个人买点半成品回来炒菜下面吃火锅煮饺子的日子不知道还有没有了。然后接着就是开学数据库的课程设计、接触Desigh Pattern、SCWCD的认证考试、最后一次像样的期末考、最后一次奋通宵、思考要不要考研、混过暑假实习、开学、开始job hunting、处女面拿到ibm的面试、处女群硕的offer、东华的招聘会、trilogy offer、联合杯输给团委老师、第一次通宵为了外国人的节、第一次切身体会什么叫女人是感性动物。

这一年回头看看还是挺充实的,充满了各式各样的新体验,来年要毕业了,基本要去杭州过了下一个元旦了,希望明年的今天我心依旧。

2005-12-25

平安夜啊平安夜

首先,我向大家承认错误。。我不该给momo桑发第一条消息的。。。

一向都对所有的节日缺少热情,来学校自修莫名其妙的发现身边的人意外的少,问了旁边的人才知道今天平安夜,发消息给momo确认了下,没想到引发了她无穷的欲望。。。

好像有日子没通宵了,大四开始找工作就没通宵过,身体不行了,忘了卖红牛,回来到食堂吃早饭的时候差点在桌子上就睡着了。看来人是需要锻炼的,嗯嗯。

自打高中毕业起好像昨晚是第一次见到某蛋的真人,突然发现一个人长大的样子好像真的时间很诡异的事情,三年的时间发生了多少事呢?打牌的时候看到他和momo陷在沙发里样子总是让我想起高中时期最搞笑得路边一幕。。。哎,我真是不厚道啊。。。

平安夜的人民广场是拥挤的,茶坊是很会挑时候斩客的,时间是过得很快的,集合的时候看着来富士门口那么多人我就在想,杭州的西湖边上会不会也那么多人呢?上海应该是中国人口密度最高的地方了8。。。人民广场更是高。。。节日的人民过场。。不谈了。。。

H2S同学的状态比较特殊,身边这样的人不多见,找工作找到offer成堆不知如何挑选的确是件麻烦事,而且到手的不是自己想要得,想要得不知道有没有份,手上不想要的却要逼签了,不签一个话过年总是不太安心,哎,同情下。。。讲到这里,我就要羡慕下elaine同学了。自始至终就是想进EY,虽然不知道是什么时候开始有的这个愿望,但是能够对自己的career有一个明确的规划的人,而且明确到了那家公司的人,身边好像也就她一个了。楼里的兄弟还在为做技术还是不做技术扔硬币的时候,她都已经卖身于EY了。。。

好了,再不去看书明天就要挂了,明天挂了我就要大五了,闪人先。

ps. momo,密码不会给你的~ O_o

2005-12-23

不明白女人的心思

今天帮了个女生做了件事,结果无穷菲仪。

唉,又多了个秘密要背。。。

以后再也不黑人家的blog了!!!!!!

ps. blogcn的系统真烂

Vampire 2

Vampire就是吸血鬼。
谈到吸血鬼第一反应很可能就是蝙蝠。那种一被打就散成一堆蝙蝠的设定完全是日本人无聊的想象出来的。吸血鬼的形象应该是那种惨白的肤色,修长的身材,贵族的气质。
作为在圣经中就存在的家伙,绝对是人类幻想的怪物中一大主要角色。在各大文明的神话中,我觉得吸血鬼才是真正高于人类的存在。只有它在食物链上站在了人类的肩膀上。没有一个生物种族能够战胜食物链的上一位的种族,这,就是相生相克。

随着基因技术的发展,近来的科幻片以《生化危机》为代表的病毒类片子越来越多。人被感染了未明病毒变成了丧尸,丧尸们由于生前对生命的渴望而转换成的对活物的憎恨去撕咬活人,于是,需要英雄的基地、小镇出现了。其实这个怪物完全没有恐惧的必要,他们只是一场森林大火,只需要一段隔离带就能完全扑灭这场灾难。而吸血鬼则不同,现代科技对吸血鬼做了完整的诠释,血细胞的变异,使肌体的供养能力大幅提高,使他们的各项机能属性高于人类;同时,紫外线对这样的血细胞有致命的杀伤能力,导致吸血鬼无法在阳光下行动;而银分子会让变异了的血细胞失去活性,所以银器对于他们成了致命的毒药;另外,他们之所以需要吸血是因为先天性的贫血症,必须依靠补充鲜血来维持生命。几乎所有的神话中强大的生物往往伴随生育力底下,而吸血鬼可以依靠把自己的血液给予正常人(传说中的初拥)来诞生新的吸血鬼。至于为什么代数越后的能力越低,也就非常明显了,毕竟只是得到了上一辈一点点的血嘛。

有没有想过这样一件事,牛羊吃草,人吃牛羊,吸血鬼吃人,那么会不会有什么东西吃吸血鬼活着呢?于是吸食吸血鬼的血的吸血鬼诞生了。在《刀锋战士3》里便出现了这样的种族。一群吸血鬼中的变异者,食物链的最顶端。

2005-12-22

vampire


最近看了不少关于Vampire的东西,感觉《圣魔之血》拍的不错,很有味道,过猪的日子的同志们可以看看

婚嫁

今天某个jk女跟我讨论嫁人的问题。。唉,我现在越来越感觉到交大真的不适合女孩子来读。。。动不动就说将来嫁人的时候老公会多么多么有钱,多么多么优秀,多么多么疼她。。。天。。。这么好的男人满足一条就有人抢了别说三条了,别人凭什么要她!!俨然好男人就该围着她让他挑选的样子。

大三的时候在水源的love版上看到过一个帖子,说的是浙大的一对couple毕业后同居。然后男生努力工作,努力家务,努力照顾女友,努力满足自己称诺过的一切东西。有一天那个男生升职了,发现自己实在是太忙了,于是招女友商量能不能家务一人一半,女孩子傲慢的拒绝了,理由是你还养不起我就要我做家务啊!!你当初的称诺哪??于是男生继续奋着。慢慢的他发现周围的couple们的日子好像和自己的完全不一样,自己的一个下属的女友经常下班来接他一起回去,时不时有些温馨的小动作,可自己却好像只有在花钱花心血的时候才有女朋友。终于有一天男生在沉默中爆发了,导火索我已经记不清了,那天男生收拾了自己的东西夺门而出,把自己苦心经营的曾经的爱巢留给了女孩,开始了新的生活,然后写了这个帖子。

看完这片帖子的时候我便决定了不在交大谈恋爱了,因为在这样一个畸形的小环境里成长的恋爱必然是畸形的。女生的稀缺决定了他们的自我价值定位偏移,男生的富余注定了自身定位的廉价。当这样的爱情走出了校门的那一瞬间,他们将面对一个平衡的社会,一个男性为主导的社会(有些偏激了貌似。。。)。在交大这样女生资源稀缺的地方仍然能有女友的男人必然不会太差,他们走向社会后必然在一个很高的起点,这样的男生必然是抢手的;而女孩子们呢,高学历的女性普遍婚姻不幸福,原因大家都明白,4年在交大这种娇生惯养出来的小姐脾气更是注定了没人喜欢。分手几乎是必然的了。上文中提到的那对浙大的couple的分手我觉得就是一个典型案例,用句时髦的话讲,那个女孩不懂珍惜。只有付出没有收获的爱情只可能长久存在于小说中,再好脾气的男人也有暴怒的时候。
记的那个时候版上讨论他们分手的原因,印象最后的结论是那个男的有钱了有想法了变坏了,我觉得不管是什么原因导致的分手,相信几年后后悔肯定是那个女孩,而男孩只可能会想自己应该更早的结束这段感情。

昨天偶遇新婚的jj于qq,谈及我的婚嫁问题,她的结论很明确,在这方面男性占了绝对优势,40岁的成功男人N婚找个20来岁的大学生屡见不鲜,没见过40来岁的女强人有嫁的掉的。更是感慨学校里那些女孩哪来的如此傲气。。。

以上观点纯属本人无聊感慨,交大女生不能一棒子打死,贤良温柔者必然有之,各位有lp的兄弟一笑而过即可。。。

2005-12-21

百无聊赖的日子

收到了offer,领了三方协议,突然发现似乎生活没有动力了,课程设计也不想做,准备抄抄改改了事,今天的ebao的笔试也没去,躲在615看了一天的电影动画(ps. 冥王篇又开始了-o-)。开学的时候就开始为了offer奔波,经历了兴奋,失望,反省,悔恨,绝望,振作,等等的过程,某天突然收到了一份真正可以签的offer的时候,突然发现自己没有目标了。
想起来一段故事:某个世界巨富曾经在一个演讲中说他刚开始创业的时候最大的愿望就是想要买一辆劳斯莱斯,于是奋啊奋啊的慢慢有了足够的钱买了,可是那个时候他根本没时间关心这种事。他的善解人意的太太在他某年生日的时候买了一辆送他。当时他欣喜若狂,感慨万千。两个月后,他突然发现劳斯莱斯也不过就这样,而他缺好像失去了什么一样,没有动力了。
他失去的就是目标,美国之所以没事找事的把中国当敌人就是要有一个激励自己的目标,人也只有有了目标才会上进。我是不是也该有下一个目标了?
offer有了,工作基本也不想再找了,可以开始熟悉熟悉将来要做的事情了。难得有师兄在trilogy里工作,不捞点内部消息实在对不起他了。

讲到trilogy,不知怎么的,怎么好像每个见到我的人都知道我的offer了。。。一个好久没见面的人网上见面居然称呼我Mr 14w。。。唉。。。
第一份工作的薪水除了真的拿钱之外估计更大的是虚荣8,就像高三的时候高考的分数,虽然大家都是进了一个班,但是分数高的就是觉的有面子。我也很荣幸的做了一回传说中的人物,多少体验了一把当名人的喜怒哀乐。

钱多就好吗?我问过自己看重trilogy什么。当时在offer dinner之前我真的一点也不知道trilogy给多少钱,也一直没问过师兄,就是面试的时候更emily jj闲聊时了解到trilogy的历史和目前在华的发展情况以及未来,当时我就决定能拿到offer就去了。吸引我的是它的发展空间。几年内从28个人到400个人的发展空间。这是多少薪水也买不来的。还是那句话,30岁之前不为了钱而挑工作。

2005-12-20

圣诞前的消息

快圣诞了,好消息也是一个连一个的来。
4个女生进了4大,还每人一家(商业机密咋办。。。);想出国的拿到了大学的offer,天天吃请的豆子也被我塞到GE实习去了(这个世界清净了……),昨天trilogy的offer letter也寄来了,居然是pdf的文本。。。果然是IT公司啊。。。理论上h2s同学应该也卖身了,按照这个进度基本上明年5月份的时候可以组织一次大规模的返校活动了。。嘿嘿,高中历史上最牛的班级衣锦还乡啦~
突然发现好像女生的就业情况比男生好。。。阴盛阳衰的年代啊。。。

今天去领三方协议的时候看到个cs的ss,签的是google,瞻仰下,说不定他就是传说中的李开复的关门弟子了。
不知道为什么blogspot当了,所有的帖子只能写写改改不能看了,诡异啊诡异,圣诞前的灵异事件?

2005-12-04

Trilogy Offer

相信所有大四找工作的xdjm们最大的愿望就是被一大早offer砸醒,小弟不才,今天如愿以偿一回:P
一大早被Emily的电话打醒,虽然昨晚跟那个印度大牛面试的时候觉得很顺(ps. 昨天看到他mm,老在电视里看到的印度mm哦),但是收到hr的电话,尤其是pphr的电话,特别还是给offer的pphr的电话实在是爽啊。。。。。
好了好了,再说下去我要被pk了,开始面经 O_o
ps. 依然不能泄漏题目,只谈方向和感想~

12月1日晚上去笔试,那个时候正好电院辩论队联合杯4强赛,还和mic商量是不是翘笔试去看师弟师妹们揉人,最后两个人一路jjww来中院笔试。。。残念。。。
当时笔试题感觉题目挺难的,第二题一开始就放弃了,最后10分钟写了个最通用的遍历算法,自己看着都恶心。。。(ps. 当时bbs上盛传hrjj很pp,考试的时候埋头做题没注意。。。)出来之后去听辩论赛结果,险胜。晚上和mic和hacking在debate版jjww,当时也就觉得重在参与,好坏是doors师兄强荐的单位,笔了再说。

12月2日中午11点半,我还在和周公辩论的时候手机响了,通知我下午去面试,然后很丢人的被听出在睡觉。。。jj说我声音萎靡。。。然后问我3点去还是5点去,考虑到当时衣衫不整,外加睡眠不足,另带头昏脑涨,选择5点去。挂了电话感慨trilogy效率之高。Rush回家换衣服,吃饭,偶遇doors学长于msn,聊了两句说可能会面到很晚,然后补了一顿下午茶。。。
冲到衡山宾馆,进门上了电梯,发现只到三楼。。。。下楼,在大堂看见同系的兄弟,一问已经二面。。。残念。。。被告知该宾馆结构匪夷,需坐一部出现在角落里的电梯到10楼后再徒步上一层至面试房间。。。残念ag。。。
进门看见师兄无数(看上去都是研究生),mm一个,然后从我后面传来了传说中的pphrjj的声音。。。残念3rd。。。等了无数长时间,跟jj八卦doors师兄(惊闻他们是一个办公室的)然后被一个美国人带出房间,一路上聊了一些简历上的东西,再次体会了该宾馆的结构匪夷后到达他的房间。坐下开始做题,内容为***********************,很快想出一个解法,pass,然后开始要我make it more effcient,然后抓耳挠腮,面红耳赤,无数郁闷。。。
挤牙膏一样的挤出一个算法后(建议:一定要和面试官交流,告诉他你的每一个想法,他会给你提示和建议的,千万不要埋头写,这样其实他会很不爽),老美很nice的问我还有没有问题,我就问他我挤出来的算法是不是最优解,然后我们又坐下开始侃。。。(让我无比后悔的问题。。简直是自己嘲笑自己的口语。。。)最后给了张他的名片说要是我想出更好的算法可以给他写email。(物品:名片 得到)得知大牛叫Rohit Namjoshi。
回jj的房间,被告知明天来二面,当时我就一愣。。。然后say goodbye to Rohit,然后他居然说not goodbye,it's see u tomorrow。。。
晚上又偶遇doors师兄,被告知Rohit无比轻松的从MIT的PHD全A毕业。。。无数寒。。。残念4th。然后得到jj的手机和名字,hoho。

12月3日,一大早爬起来rush到东华挤啊挤啊的过了一个上午,收到jj电话让我五点去正大1533面试,rush回家换衣服,然后rush到复旦的正大管理中心,突然发现那里没有15楼。。。一个电话a到jj手机(还好昨天敲到了。。。残念5th。。。),原来不是正大是光大。。。冲到光大会展中心后jj说:呦,你来啦。。。。当时就有撞墙的冲动。。。。
在那里看到一个se的bb,一个信安的bb(mm)还有一个ss,然后带我实习批我.net作业的ssgg面试完了进来,然后被jj告知回家等电话or email。我跟了句prefer电话。。。开始再一次的无数长等待,跟jj乱侃,得知2号晚上和3号早上共发了6个offer,一个复旦,一个华师mm,剩下都是交大。当时就开始算计,一共招40个人,浙大招了8个,然后又发了6个,还剩26个。。。嗯嗯,数分没白学,算的真清楚。。。。。。。。。。
啃了个鸡腿后发现自己成了最后一个还在等的人,这时候,另外一个hrjj推门而入,被告知今天是pphrjj的生日。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。然后开始大学4年历史上最高男女比的乱侃。。。
面试的人碌碌续续的回来,房间里开始充满E文,由于我要等另一个出去吃饭的面试官(ps. trilogy的规则是两轮面试由两个面试官面,好像是一个印度的一个美国的(又ps. 印度口音的E文很有特点。。。),如果第一个就out了你,你就gg了,要是两个面试官的意见不一致,那么就需要三面(又ps. 那个se的bb就是今天被拉来三面的))。最后,当他们开始布置生日蛋糕的时候,偶的面试官终于出现了。。。oh,my god。。。他真高。。。绝对190+,无比瘦,那身材。。。残念6th。。。
到了他的房间后他开门进里屋和他mm开印度语。。。偶瞄了一眼。。。电视上常看见,今天算是看见活的了。。。然后坐下,和上次一样,给张纸,出个题,内容为*********************,这次还好,没有效率问题,解的出就是解的出,不行就是gg。。。一上来思路错了,还好跟面试官交流算法的时候他就说不对,赶紧换方向(一定要交流啊!!!)。最后很顺的做完,面试官看上去挺满意,跟我说了另一种解法。虚心受教。。。继续bs自己E文。。。(ps. 我个人觉得他很high的原因是我是最后一个,又做的挺快,然后他好早点去和他mm #¥%……※×)回到jj的房间发现不在。。。oh。。。我的伞还在里面。。。残念7th。。。

今天一早被jj的电话offer砸醒,睡不着了,上来罗嗦。

在此特别鸣谢这个学期给我和615的兄弟们莫大帮助的Rhein,祝slientWing和mic还有所有考研的兄弟们考研成功,虫子留在ge,hacking和其他找工作的兄弟跟我一样被offer砸醒,o3么。。。早日毕业8。。。还有电院辩论队3联冠~

好了,兴奋期过了,继续睡觉。。zzzzzz

2005-10-28

Answers to Open Questions

Here is my answers to the open questions I have met up to now.

1. Please give an example of a time when you developed a new or different solution to a problem. Why did you think the problem needed a new solution? How did you develop the new solution? What feedback did you receive on how it is working? Please give your answer in English. Thank you.(No more than 300 words.)

In Shanghai Jiao Tong University (SJTU), there are some students, whom we call agencies, selling almost everything we students need as part-time job. But, science they always do their business individually, they can't make themselves be trusted by both the students to whom they sell things and the shops from where they buy the things.
So, I, with some friends’ help, made a plan which suggested the College Part-time Job Department building a platform to make the agencies a union, like eBay. In that way, we can make a filter to prove the quality of the agencies joining the platform to make us trusted by the consumers, and as a union, we can talk to the shops much stronger with a big number of consumers in hand to get lower price which can make the consumers trust us more. When the little snowball grows big enough, we can serve the students both the low price and a lot of job positions to get practice and earn some money.
Now, the platform I mentioned, thanks to a lot of friends’ and teachers’ hard work, has been built. We named it www.toogo.cn and I am in charge of the planning department. We started the project in June and it was growing very fast in these four months, and 20 agencies have joined the platform. I believe it will be e-business center of SJTU in a year or two.

2. Please give an example of a career goal that you set yourself. How did you choose the goal that you were aiming towards? What did you do to achieve the goal? How did you feel about working towards the goal? Please give your answer in English. Thank you.(No more than 300 words.)

One career goal of mine is to be a System Architect. Science I major in computer science, I have a lot of classes about programming and software engineering in my list. When I was in my first semester of sophomore, I started to learn Java, and in order to learn it better I read a book named “Patterns of Enterprise Application Architecture” from which I know what the best programmers do, not coding but designing. And science then, to be a System Architect became my goal.
Before I did anything to work towards my goal, I made a plan. Knowing that a System Architect must be an excellent programmer first, I decided to start from the bottom. I took part in the lessons held by Sun Certification & Education Service, learned hard and got the certification of Sun Certified Java Programmer. During the lessons, I was told something about J2EE, where the System Architect servers best. So I changed my plan. Instead of doing some real projects I continued my lessons and became a Sun Certified Web Component Developer. After that, I thought it was right time to have a practice. After seeking day and night for about two months, I became a team-member to build a library management system for a middle school in Shanghai and a volunteer in Shanghai Grid Computing Center to help building their portal.
There are still an amount of things to do on my plan, but I think no matter whether I can achieve my goal or not, I have learned something important from the process, making a plan at first, changing the plan when really needed and executing the plan with full power.

3. Sometimes it is difficult to keep the commitments we make to others. Describe a situation where this happened to you. Why was it difficult? How did you decide what to do? What was the impact of this decision? Please give your answer in English. Thank you.(No more than 300 words.)
This August, we, toogo.cn, decided to make a guide for the all the freshmen, which we named “Start Point”, not only to help them learn more about the campus but also to introduce ourselves to them, and I was in charge of planning the whole project. Considering of the unavailable cost of printing about 7000 copies which has 32 pages each, I decided to sell some pages to the shops around the campus for advertisement. We managed to catch the shop owners’ heart by promised them we could make sure that every freshman would have one copy of our guide and their shops could be known by every freshman at the very time they just entering the campus. Two week later, we got together with 24 agreements in hand and ¥12000 in pocket. Then I handed the project over to the executing team.
The project seemed working smoothly until the day after the delivery day. I was surprised to find that because of the confusing organization of the freshmen, the executing team failed to send out all copies, and about 1/4 freshmen didn’t get the guide.
I decided to keep the commitments. I gathered all the members and all of us went to the dormitories of the freshmen with the left copies. We asked every freshman we met to make sure he or she had a copy. With two night hard working, we sent out all the 7000 copies. Then we dropped in every shop which had bought our pages to explain the situation and ask for their forgiveness.
After this project, we successfully built our faithful image, which helps a lot in future, in both the freshmen and the shops around the campus.

4. Please describe an occasion when you received some feedback? What was the feedback and what was your reaction? Which book impressed you most and why? Which world leader inspired you most and why? Please give your answer in English. Thank you.(No more than 300 words.)
Two weeks after project of the guide for the freshmen I mentioned in the answer of the 3rd question finished, I planned an investigation to get the feedback of the project. We inquired hundreds freshmen about their feeling and advices of the guide. The feedback we got told us that the guide had impressed them and really did some help for them to adapt the campus. But, about 1/3 freshmen said the paper we used to print the guide was too flimsy and the information of the shops around the campus was quite not enough. I understood that the freshmen were eager to know about the shops and I should have sold more pages and got more money to buy better paper. So I started another project to get the information of the shops and put it on our website. In one week, I was told the click number of the information pages was about 1/3 of the total, and we got about ¥6000 income.
The Man Who Changed China written by Robert Lawrence Kuhn is the book which impressed me most. This book tries to counter the Western perception of Jiang Zemin as a dictator of Communist China and emphasizes instead how far Chinese leadership has come since the days of Mao Zedong and Deng Xiaoping. It changes my viewpoint of leadership and the way to become a chief leader.
Deng Xiaoping is the world leader inspired me most. He realized the importance of developing in the years full of political movements, and successfully made the 1/5 population of the world focus on developing instead of polity. And his spirit of persisting in his work after being up and down for three times inspire me as well.

5. Suppose you have already joined our company, and your supervisor asks you to do many tasks, which are not possible to accomplish before the deadline, how would you handle this situation? (Limit: 400 characters)
I will have a talk with my supervisor fist. Tell him the situation and ask him to give some advices. If it doesn't work, I will turn to my colleagues for help. Inquire about how to work on the tasks more efficient and, if possible, ask them to give me a hand. Then it’s time to fight. I believe that it is attitude that determines everything and impossible is nothing. I will try my best to accomplish the tasks. On the other hand, if I failed at last, I will tell my supervisor what I have done and try to get his understanding.

Open Question

Today, I answered 4 more open question... limited to 400 characters each.... CHARACTERS not WORDS!!!!
How can I describe a complex situation, a confict with others and the result in just no more than 80 words!!!!!!! God Damned it.
Up to now, I have mailed my resume to about 20 company, no feedback, no telphone, no rejection. I don't know I should be happy of not being rejected or be sad of not be interviewed.
Let's just wait and see.
Browsing the 51job.com and the chinaHR.com, I can't find any more company attracts me. Do I value myself too high? Shall I readjust? I don't know.... really don't know.
HSBC's IT deparment asking for a 5 inch photo mailed with the table and I found that I had not been in any photo for about 3 years. My last photo was taken when I was a freshman. What a living I had in the next 3 years? Maybe only the God can tell me.

2005-10-27

My Career Blog

This is my new blog. It will focus on recording everything happened, heppening or will happened on my way to find my career goal and to achieve it.
Dr Li from google.com came to SJTU yesterday and I listened his lecture. He introduced us a new way to work in a company, a google way. Every one in google can have 20% free time to do every project he wanna to do, no limit, no demand. That impressed me most. Somthing most terrible to a developer may be the project he is developing is not the one he is interested in, but, in order to survive in the company, he has no choice but to do it. The 20% free time rule can avoid such thing happen. It can helps to keep the developer always doing something they love to do, and doing the things which they don't like to do with pleasure.
What a good idea! What a good way to motivate the employee's emotion to try new project all the time.